​If you read yesterday’s email, then you know I had an appointment with a physiotherapist (finally)…
What you don’t know, is it did NOT go to plan…
Which was very disappointing but, honestly, I expected this because that’s what I usually get from the NHS…
A big dose of disappointment.
Here’s the thing:
When I booked the appointment I was given the choice between 2 clinics to go to…
I picked the clinic closest to my flat, noted the details down and turned up at the appointment yesterday…
But, to my surprise, I was told that the appointment had been booked at the clinic i DID NOT choose…
A common case of human error…which is a little frustrating when you’ve already been stewing in pain and discomfort for a month, waiting for an appointment to be available…
Not to mention the fact my back pain started LAST YEAR IN SEPTEMBER and it’s ONLY getting worse…
So, it’s a little worrying to say the least…
But, that’s not all:
Luckily, I was able to get another appointment booked for later today.
However, I don’t have high hopes…
Expecting disappointment makes it sting a lot less when it’s delivered…
I still felt like absolute shit after yesterday’s “mistake”, but, that’s because doing pretty much ANYTHING is super uncomfortable for me right now…
Walking to a clinic to be sent home with nothing really didn’t help my issues.
My experience with the NHS has conditioned me to expect BS and a lack of help…
My hope for any sort of improvement is dying…
But, I’ll see what happens today…
There’s a lesson in there.
Expect to be disappointed.
Disappointment will visit you more than you’d like…but it’s less annoying when you expect it.
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All the best,
Jay “Life Is Suffering” Cartere
